| Posted on 12/10/2008 11:44:00 AM | Posted in Mumblings
With everything said and done, I don't want to look back at my 2008 and find myself regretting everything that has happened. There's no use to dwell on the past...given the chance, i would still do the things i have done.
Surprisingly, I now have a certain sense of calmness. Maybe because I may not fully understand everything but I am more open now for God and my 'POWER RANGERS' to work their healing wonders on me. I still have questions... I still feel hurt... I still cry a bit... but my BELIEF AND TRUST to GOD helps me get through each painful day.... each passing night.
Everything now is out of my hands... I did my BEST.... I gave my all... I know I was and still am a good person... I chose to be quiet.. i chose to FORGIVE. Now I am sitting here... waiting..... believing....trusting.....
The Reality of God's LOVE is as sure as the Cruelty of Man.... hear my heart's prayer.....
" OH LOVE OF GOD HOW DEEP AND GREAT... FAR DEEPER THAN MAN'S DEEPEST HATE... ENVELOPE ME. "
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