What I want to say......

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| Posted on 12/05/2008 12:28:00 PM | Posted in

I know i have been posting a lot of songs lately.... there are so many things i want to say.. i just can't seem to find the right words to express it ( or i can't find a nicer way of saying it $%@&*##!!!***!!! ) .... all i know now is that I am very very confused..... I may show a brave front...but inside I am very much broken.

So for now.... bear with my songs and the pics that go along with it which basically reflects my inner self at the moment....

Allow me to share a great passage i have read today :





Revelations 3:8

When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust Him fully and let go, only 1 of 2 things will happen, either He'll catch you when you fall, or He'll teach you how to fly! 'The power of one sentence! God is going to shift things around for you today and let things work in your favor. God closes doors no man can open & God opens doors no man can close.

On My Own

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| Posted on 12/05/2008 09:32:00 AM | Posted in



Out Here On My Own
Irene Cara

Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in.
Make believin' is hard alone,
Out here on my own

We're always provin' who we are
Always reachin' for the risin' star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own

When I'm down and feelin' blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Until the morning sun appears
Making light of all my fears
I dry the tears
I've never shown
Out here on my own

When I'm down and feelin' blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Sometimes I wonder where I've been
Who I am
Do I fit in
I may not win
But I can't be thrown
Out here on my own
On my own

My Horoscope for Today

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| Posted on 12/03/2008 04:33:00 PM | Posted in

All I ever wished for is to be happy and yet at peace.... recent events sort of shattered that... but i have to get up..pick myself up and believe in GREATNESS OF GOD... greater than this circumstance I am in..... sharing my horoscope for today....







The Bottom Line



If you feel weird or out of place today, don't worry. Peace is coming back soon.



In Detail



Your public self and your private self want different things right now, and it's starting to make you feel weird and out of place wherever you are. But the good news is that a confluence is coming soon -- by the end of the day your goals for your personal and professional lives will be in harmony. They might still not be totally aligned, but they will be close enough to each other to enable you to take a deep breath and smile again. Things are falling into place!


TO MY SMILE... MY TIME WITH YOU MAY HAVE BEEN SHORTLIVED.... BUT I WAS HAPPY.... IT WAS SPECIAL AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.....

I'm Gonna Win Over This!!!

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| Posted on 12/03/2008 09:37:00 AM | Posted in

I'm tired of getting hurt... I'm Gonna Win over this!!!! There's Much too much at stake upon myself I must Depend!!!!!






Win

Dark is the night
I can weather the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before
I'll never quit
I'll never lay down, mm
See I promised myself that I'd never let me down

[1] - I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fall
I'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again

Never lose hope
Never lose faith
There's much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I'm not looking for place or show
I'm gonna win

No stopping now
There's still a ways to go, oh
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes, I know
I'll never quit, no no
I'll never go down, mm, mm
I'll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now

[Repeat 1]

When it's all said and done
My once in a lifetime will be back again
Now is the time
To take a stand
Here is my chance
That's why I...

[Repeat 1]

Mmm, I'm gonna win

My Heart's Song Today

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| Posted on 12/02/2008 03:36:00 PM | Posted in




If You're Not The One
Daniel Bedingfield


If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance main my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of me as your wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?