Give Us This Day Prayer will bring my Will into Harmony with GOD!

I wonder where my 'Smiley' is.... missin it a lot the past 2 days..... hope to hear from him soon...missed the sheepish 'grin'.....missed the wicked humor!!!!

I'm at the crossroads of my life... I don't know which way to go... sooner i need to decide.

Work is not that great anymore.. it never was but at least it helps keep both ends meet.. but now it's just not sufficient anymore. As usual, this has been my comfort zone... i am not very young anymore and somehow i am not that confident that i am still marketable for a new job.

But i need to decide.... I think i would be resigning next year..... I don't know.... I sure am praying hard for this...

Wish me luck!!!!

I have always liked Yellow Cab's Charlie Chan chicken pasta. But since it doesn't come cheap, i can only eat it when i have excess money hehehehehe!!! But then when KFC came up with Kung Pao pasta, and i found out it tasted exactly the same.. i got hooked. Now I tried to find a recipe and see if i can do this at home...






here's a recipe i found :

Ingredients
1 lb boneless skinless chicken breast, cut into 1 inch pieces
1 tablespoon cornstarch
2 teaspoons light sesame oil or vegetable oil
3 tablespoons green onions, chopped with tops
2 garlic cloves, minced
1/4-1 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes (to your own taste)
1/2 teaspoon powdered ginger (can use fresh grated if preferred)
2 tablespoons rice wine vinegar
2 tablespoons soy sauce
2 teaspoons sugar
1/3 cup dry roasted peanuts
4 cups cooked rice, hot

Directions
1
Combine chicken and cornstarch in small bowl.
2
Toss to coat.
3
Heat oil in large non-stick skillet or wok on medium heat.
4
Add chicken.
5
Stir fry 5- 7 minutes or until no longer pink in center.
6
Remove from heat.
7
Add onions, garlic, red pepper and ginger to skillet.
8
Stir fry 15 seconds.
9
Remove from heat.
10
Combine vinegar, soy sauce and sugar in small bowl.
11
Stir well.
12
Add to skillet.
13
Return chicken to skillet.
14
Stir until chicken is well coated.
15
Stir in nuts.
16
Heat thoroughly, stirring occasionally.
17
Serve over hot rice.

This is one song that really touched my heart.. I'm sure a lot of blogs already writing about this and posting the video, allow me to be one of those to post the lyrics... the song surely apply to our everyday lives..not just cancer patients.....





Just Stand Up

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It’s like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can’t it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain’t got the patience for the pain
And if you don’t believe it look into
your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you
Miley:Things get better
Rihanna: Through
Miley:whatever
Rihanna:If you fall, dust it off, don’t let up

Nicole: Don’t you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

(CHORUS)
Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up

EVERYONE: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It’s like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don’t mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain’t gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don’t wanna let your mind keep playin’ you

Keyshia: And sayin’ you can’t go on

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you that

Rihanna: I’m tellin’ you
Miley:Things get better
Rihanna: Through
Miley: Whatever
Rihanna: If you fall
Miley: Dust if off, don’t let up

Natasha: Don’t you know you
Can go
Be your own



Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: (CHORUS)
All:If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
Melissa:oh,i've had enough All:But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Melissa:no,don't you give up All:Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
Melissa:Don't give up,just stand up All:Through it all,just stand up Melissa:Just stand up All:THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Mary: You don’t gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you’re good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

(CHORUS)
If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!


If the mind keeps thinking you’ve had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don’t give up
Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don’t give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP

No matter how difficult life is.. allow me to share how happy I am for some good news...

1. Congrats Ate Tilette for a great start on your pulvuron business!

2. Congrats Jorrel on your engagement!

3. Last but not the least... Congrats Wiw for the new shop.

I am extremely happy for you guys!!!!!

I have this habit of trying to interpret my dreams. By doing so, i have learned to somehow prepare myself for what's about to happen or understand meanings of events in the past.

Last night's dream was one of those weird ones that i cannot seem to understand and it's a very simple one.

The dream goes something like this... I was about to go to a client meeting in Makati ( one of the cities in Metro Manila ) and i took a cab. I was looking out of the window of the cab and saw that we were passing by familiar routes. Then the driver said that we are nearing Quezon City ( it is another city in Metro Manila that is very much far away than Makati ). It was then that i seemed to have woken up from enjoying the view outside and asked the driver why is he taking me to Quezon City when i clearly instructed him to take me to Makati... the weird part is that even though I am familiar with Quezon City, the place seemed different. The driver insisted i told him to go to Quezon City but I am sure that i did not say such a thing. To finish the argument, i just told him to just go back and take me to the correct destination, what he did surprised me, he asked me to go out of his cab and he said he cannot do it. I was left off wondering unfamiliar streets.

That's it.... i just woke up feeling so tired.... it seems like a simple nonsense dream, only it doesn't feel that way... wonder what it meant.....