Signs...

Signs serve basically as 'direction guides'... need i explain more? ....

In my whole life, i have never trusted myself in making my own decisions. I always try to get the opinion of other people so that i will have someone to blame if anything goes wrong... sssoooo.. what happened the past 4 years or so? if my life had been a mess.. when and where did the wrong decision was made?

then i started asking God for HIS signs.. to guide my life... but then again.. i thought i was understanding and interpreting it correctly until the small confusion became a very big conflict in my life.

2 days ago i made a decision.. and just when i thought God would be quiet ( which HE always does when i pester him for a sign )... i received it... THE SIGN i always ask of HIM.

So God.. no matter what it is... i will not allow anyone to contradict MY SIGN.. it was from YOU and i know in my heart you approve of THE DECISION!!!


I Love you LORD... and I lift my voice.. to worship you.. OH my soul...rejoice!!!

Til My Heartache End..

Til My Heartache End..
Ella Mae Saison

i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered
in my ear there was heaven in my heart
i remember when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget
yesterday and i pray that you would stay
but then youre gone and oh so far away

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight
and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
ill just keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

keep on dreaming
till my heartaches end

Take My Heart back

Take My Heart Back
By Jennifer Love Hewitt

It'll be alright
You said
Tommorrow
Don't you cry
Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh,the light that life can give you
Oh,how we get such a free
So now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tear

Birthday Blog

So it's my birthday.. and I'm 32... well... why is it so sad???? Lemme just sing for myself!!! PATHETIC!



Haberdei tu mi! Haberdei tu mi ! Haberdei... Haberdei...... ( Pause...Deep breath )....HABERDEI..TUU.. MIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

Here I am Loving you....

From Air Supply.... THE ONE THAT YOU LOVE....


Now the night has gone
Now the night has gone away...
Doesnt seem that long
We hardly had two words to say...
Hold me in your arms
For just another day
I promise this one will go slow
Oh...
We have the right to know
We have the right to know


Dont say the mornings come
Dont say the mornings come so soon...
Must we end this way
When so much here is hard to lose...
Love is everywhere
I know it is
Such moments as this
Are too few
Oh...
Its all up to you
Its all up to you...


Here I am
The one that you love
Askin for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways


Ah...
Tell me we can stay
Tell me we can stay oh please...
They are the words to say
The only words I can believe...
Hold me in your arms
For just another day
I promise this one will go slow
Oh...
We have the right you know
We have the right you know



Here I am
The one that you love
Askin for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways
The night has gone
A part of yesterday



I dont know what to say...
I dont know what to say...


Here I am
The one that you love
Askin for another day
Understand
The one that you love
Loves you in so many ways...
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways
Here I am
The one that you love
Askin for another day
Understand the one that you love
Loves you in so many ways..

And so I'm back!!!

and so i'm back.. with lots of story to tell...