| Posted on 10/04/2010 11:05:00 AM | Posted in Mumblings
I do not understand why people around me find it difficult to understand me. Sometimes I think I am speaking a different language. I guess I really need to admit now that I am having difficulty expressing what I truly feel.
I am an easy person to be with because I do not ask for much and I am easily pleased.. but do not ever promise me anything that I never asked in the first place and then fail…. It pisses me off. I never ask, I never demand, but do not volunteer something you cannot fulfill. That disappoints me…. BIG TIME.
I never start an argument but I always end up getting one… worst thing, after everything’s been said and done, bottomline will always be…IT’S MY FAULT. How unfair is that? And I always feel guilty.
Just for today I want to cry it all out….. cry out all these pent up frustrations because I am helpless and there’s nothing I can do about it… and then afterwards.. I will practice SILENCE.
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Wish things are getting better for ya.
thanks.